With age, comes wisdom?

They say with age, comes wisdom. I use to think it is some kind of bull crap. However, as I grew older, I do realize that, perhaps there is some merits to that saying.



This random thought came to mind earlier. I always see quotes and what not postings, about surrounding ourselves with positive people only, and people who (key words) genuinely, wants to see us succeed. For the longest time I never could accurately tell which out of all the people in my life were. Recent situations has allow me to make better and clearer judgement, of course its not some HUGE or BIG drama that happened.

Which, brings me to this thought. I was INSANELY negative when I was younger. Emo, goth, destructive, basically negative in general. Things happened back then when there were some who withdrew from my life, I never knew why, in fact, I use to resent them. It took me awhile, (LOL) for me to realize the error of my ways.

So, that was just a little something I thought I'd share. Plus, I can look back at this in the future to keep my foot on the ground.

Since tomorrow is Valentines Day, remember to Love MORE & Fight LESS people. =P
Cheers!

Flappy Bird anyone?

So lately people have been obsessing over this game called, "Flappy Bird". 

Whether it is articles of death threats to the creator, Don Nguyen, after he decided to take the game down from the iTunes store and Google Play store OR videos and memes about how people are abnormally angry over a game in which all we do is tap on the screen in order to get pass those green pipes.

Is it just me, or does anyone else NOT get upset and/or enraged when that duck face bird hits the green pipes? I don't know why, but I just find it funny. First time I played it, I literally couldn't stop laughing when the bird hits the barrier. Yes, I did realise that it sounded a bit sadistic.

Seriously though, I don't get why the anger though, after I've got pass the phase of finding it funny (yeap, it still does sound a little bit odd), I was fine with it, no rage no anger (even though I can only reach a high score of 11. HAHA!). Perhaps I have a higher tolerance for it?

So what is YOUR experience playing it and what's your high score? Put it in the comment box if you wanna let me know.

Happy Monday everyone!

Change

Let me just start off by saying, I used to be... Somewhat borderline? Narcissistic. Though I have to admit I'm not supermodel looking in any shape or form. Well, narcissist in a way that I love taking selfies (self shot), loving my life, and more importantly, loving myself.

Then he happened...

You see, I'm someone who doesn't like changes, I don't even like it when things are out of my normal routine, but for some reason...

I let my guard down & I let him take whole of me. I let him come into my life. In a short two and a half months, I allowed him to mess everything up, especially with my head. When he has taken all of me, he abruptly left me. Along with all the negative emotions a person is capable of.

Now, more than a year and a half has passed, after I've met someone who I hope to be 'the one' for me, I have slowly recovered from it. I've learned to smile and laugh again, and I've learned to be happy with another person again.

I have to say though, the guy I'm currently in a relationship with right now, must really loveeeee me to put up with all the truck load of bull I put him through in the past. *chuckles* Of course, those truck loads of bull, you can say are my defensive effort to protect my feelings in case the same thing happens.

Guess you could say that the cliche saying "the one before, broke me" can be applied to my situation. I know what you are thinking reading this. You're probably thinking "What is this maniac babbling about? What's her point?"

Well what I'm trying to say is that, I should learn to be happy with myself again. I thought being with someone new could fill that void. Now... Don't get me wrong. I still very much LOVE my boyfriend. Heck I would do anything for him! Eheh....

But... Maybe, just maybe, we (me & le bf) could avoid certain fights & arguments that may have started on my end (probably due to my insecurities). If only I'd feel more comfortable in my own skin, like I once did. I had wished that my boyfriend could help me with it, but deep down, I know that only I can make that happen. I have to learn how to accept and also learn from the experiences that life throws at me, not break down from it.

And it all starts....
By making a positive change. ♥